Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
and do not lean on your own understanding.
In all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make straight your paths.
Be not wise in your own eyes;
fear the Lord, and turn away from evil.
It will be healing to your flesh
and refreshment to your bones.
When I’m doing one thing, I worry about other things I’m not doing.
Worry isn’t good for me.
When I worry, I’m not trusting God.
God wants me to trust him.
Trust has been an ongoing issue in my life.
I know my trust in God has grown, but it needs to grow more.
Lack of trust, and worry, equal stress, and stress is making me ill:
I have an anxiety disorder with depression, and a continual headache. I have fibromyalgia, and a recently diagnosed issue with my bowels. And I’ve had cancer.
I know that stress is the root of all these conditions.
The root of the stress is the sexual abuse I experienced as a very young child. I’ve been healed of this abuse, yet the stress continues.
I learnt, when I was very young, not to trust, and undoing that learning is an ongoing thing. It is happening. – I am much more relaxed than I used to be. But I still have a way to go.
A few days ago, Jesus spoke to me, again, about the stress.
You need to be close to me and not worry.
You need to relax and not worry.
You do worry and this is causing stress.
I want you to trust me completely
This is more important than anything.
I don’t want you to do things because you feel you have to.
Do what I lead you to do, and focus on that, not worrying about what you’re not doing.
Stress is the biggest factor in your life.
Don’t worry. Trust me!
Do one Thing at a time.
I’ll give you answers, step-by-step.